It feels like time is running out

Like a strange feeling in the air that I can’t quite explain

I mean some people seem to feel it while others just walk around oblivious

What is this time shifting presence that has taken over the earth?

Is it indeed the end of days or is everything ”NORMAL” as they would say

I don’t seem to know the answer to that but I feel like we’ll soon find out

So if something does happen at least I’ll be prepared mentally

And not caught off guard like a lot of people will be

I just thank God for blessing me with the spirits of discernment and enlightenment

I THINK THEY LOVE ME BUT DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS IT...

Will my broken heart ever heal
I dont..I dont..I dont think it will
And yes I want it to
Cause the pain takes over and I cant deal
With this life with the stress
Nor the striff in my chest
Just a head full of broken thoughts
That i cant seem to get over...Word Tears

No matter how hard i try i can't seem to shake this feeling....

I love art, animals, cooking, nature, flowers, but most of all REALNESS...

FEEL LIKE IM FALLING BACK IN LOVE WITH ME...AND IT FEELS GREAT:-)

SOMTIMES I INTRIGUE MYSELF!!!

Ok so if i took love off my mind what would i have left...Probably dreams of sucess, traveling to far off places, laughter with friends, and basically just bliss and happiness. Well maybe i should just forget about the notion of love and just live my life happily single cause the thought just intrigued me and i can see it clear as day...I think i just had an epiphnay lol 

Shout out to the less then 20 tears i just shed...They really ment something to me.

If i died today and they cracked my chest to open take a look at my heart i bet it'll be all scarred up, brused, and broken...sometimes it hurts so bad i feel like i cant breath

Dear God please heal my heart...

Remember when you saw that boy on a skateboard do that fire ass trick then landed and broke and mangled his ankel well love is the trick and my heart was his ankel...

I’ve been here in this same spot that you left me in. No forward movement no progression and no success at all, just half done attempts at many different life tasks. And all that I have is this constant loneliness and indescribable pain.

I wanna tell u how much I miss you and how much I still love you. But I know it wouldn’t make any sense to. See I know you don’t love me like I love you and I know you never did. But the thing that hurts me the most is the painful fact that I know you never will. I mean besides the fact that I gave you all of me and everything I had left I know that a man has to live his life I just only hope one day you come back to me.